well. i cant even express with words. i have said it to you over and over for years. i love you, i loved you, i hated you, i loved you again and then i loved you some more. my only thought now is damn Im tired, damn i tried.
you had my heart, have my heart.. will always have it.
how sick.. i kissed everyone else but you, spent time with everyone else but you, i asked you for one day you couldn’t give me that. its all i ever asked you for.
The way i love, loved, will always love you is not even explainable. you hurt me the most because you were my world. now i’m sitting here on my bed at night thinking about the fact that the love of my life will die one day and i wont be able to say i have one moment to remember of us.
Im not even tryna be with you anymore, but i think you owe it to the years of our love to spend one day with me. Im happy if you’re happy at this point im not trying to break up your new life but i would hate to think that we are old are grey one day sitting in our garden or porch regretting not spending a moment together.
YOU KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME, GROW UP BEFORE ITS TOO LATE.