Dear Cy,

You know what? I have loved you for so many years I don,t know why.Maybe it started when I first saw you with your scar face. Back then, you were not approachable. I don’t know how to be friends with you coz it seems that you don’t wanna be friends with me too. I thanked my cousin because he was the reason why we started texting each other. I was in grade 5 by that time and you are in Grade 6. You were walking and I passed by,saw the bad boy look i n you and there, I started crushing over you. But the crush is not that deep. It’s just that, I wanna be closer to you, but you were so aloof.

Then, we started texting each other and all the dumbest and stupid things I did because I love you so much. I don’t know why, but with you, I feel like I needed to do everything so you’ll stay with me. I don’t know why I am so smitten to you. I just love you damn much.

I know we are together now, but I will never forget our memories in the past. How you said you love me, but still you chose to break my heart because you really love her. Yes, her. 10 years? You only remember me when you were fighting. But still, I accepted you, three times I guess. That’s how I love you.

I hope, now that we are together now, you’ll see my worth. I hope you have really moved on from her. Coz I am afraid, that one day, you’ll realize, I am still not enough, and still, it’s her you will always love.