Hello you twat.
I’m only just coming to terms with how emotionally manipulative you are and how you destroyed my wellbeing and sense of self. I constantly felt like I was walking on eggshells with you, anything I did “wrong” you would berate me with nasty comments. I was in a perpetual state of anxiety because of you and when you told me you didn’t love me I was broken. I couldn’t function. I couldn’t eat or sleep. I wondered why i wasnt enough for you . At my lowest and most vulnerable point, after an event that almost killed me, you gave me false hope by telling me you made a mistake and that you loved me all along and we got back together. After about a month of you refusing to see me and calling me names over text, you broke my heart again. You treated me as if I was insignificant to you, like I was just an inconvenience to your oh so important life and you have made my life a living hell. Its taken me a while to realise how cruel you were towards me coming to the end of our relationship, and for a very long time I defended your name relentlessly to anybody who asked about you (no matter how nasty you had been). I hope you realise that you can’t just treat the woman who loves you like shit every time you get stressed. Fuck you.