I don’t know where to start, so I’ll start with the beginning of us. You were that quirky, weird, but yet funny kid. I knew you for about three- four years before I spoke to you but when I did I felt the love for you start to grow. You spoke to me softly, making constant eye contact, joking about how short I was and pressed your hands upon mine. We texted for awhile and then we decided to hangout. The first day we hung out alone you were so nervous to touch, speak, or look at me but yet u grabbed me and pulled me in. All night after that we texted.. All you could talk about was how happy I had made you that day and we decided to start dating.

Our relationship started wonderful, you told me that you had been hurt before as well as I. You promised to never hurt me but you did. You allowed your “friend” to come into the picture and continuously flirt with you. She expressed how she wish she could be yours but to you it was fine.. you didn’t mind that it hurt me. You allowed her to come in between us. You flirted back. You texted her more than you texted me. You promised that you wouldn’t text her. I believed you. But seven months later her name popped in your phone and I couldn’t help but click it and found that y’all had been talking the whole time. It enraged me.

Im so sorry that I’m insecure and allowed her to win but I did. I told you that I wouldn’t date you if she was in the picture and you said that she’ll never be out of the picture. So, she won. She has you and ill never have you ever again. You picked her over me. That destroyed me because I would have put you before anyone. You don’t feel the need to text me or apologize instead you bashed me for being insecure about her. You never texted me since then. You didn’t even care we broke up. To think I wasted so much time for that Alvin… really.