Hey Jo,
Thanks for an epic year. I was in some pretty bad places and you helped me crawl out. You were a light in the darkness that was my life at the time.
I miss you. I miss doing everything with you. I miss talking to you and your amazing mind.
I do think you create problems for yourself, when I left you, you were in the best place you’d been in for years. Yet, rather than embracing this, you kept creating problems for yourself. Almost as though, it’s just part of your life. I believe you can find your way out of this.
I am writing this with tears in my eyes, just fyi.
I wish you were stronger? Less stubborn? IDK. I wish you could talk to me, or at least acknowledge my existence. We shared a lot.
I know it’s hard, and maybe i gave too much, but relationships are a two way street. One side of the street was rush hour, the other was midnight.
The future would’ve been problematic. Kids…
ANY FORM OF CONFLICT IS TOO MUCH FOR YOU WTF. GROW A BACKBONE. LEARN TO ARGUE / PASSIONATELY DISCUSS.
Cya dude.
It was nice knowing you.