How can you tell someone you love them and you want to spend the rest of your life with them, then one day decide it isn’t what you want anymore and decide to leave? This is a question i have been asking myself every day, and i don’t think i will ever find the answer too. You were my first love, and also my first heartbreak. I never in a million years imagined that you of all people would hurt me in the way that you have. You told me you never would. You told me you’d always be there for me. But when i need you the most you are nowhere to be found. You gave me a happiness that i have never felt in my entire life. You were my joy, my laughter and my comfort. Each day just seems to be getting harder without you. I have to accept the fact that you are gone, as hard as it is, and you are never coming back. I know that i will be happy again someday with somebody else. And you will meet someone who loves and appreciates you as much as i do. This is my acceptance, this is my letter to you, this is me letting you go.