Dear ex,
I wish I could say i’ve moved on, not a day goes by where I don’t think about you. I thought of you as the angel who came into my life, who wanted to make it better. I remember the first conversation we had, how you were patient with me because I was sick. The way you made me feel when you called me gorgeous and pretty, but instantly left when you had an opportunity. I was a fool, not letting you go when you told me you liked another girl. I went through hell, I cried, I cried for days not knowing what happened or what I did wrong.
After she realized she didn’t like you, you came right back to me and asked me out and I said yes because I didn’t want to loose you again. I remember the day and time you asked me out, September 5 2017 at 9:54 pm. I thought I was the luckiest girl. We were together for 6 months and you promised me you’d stay with me always and forever. You ghosted me after a few weeks and told me that we were over. No explanation, no reason, nothing.
Its been a month and a half and you are trying to talk to me through my friends. You told me that not a day goes by where you don’t think of me and you still love me and care about me. you told me that you things are not the same with your new girlfriend. How can you be with someone else and still tell me that you love me? You hurt me time and time again, you cheated on me and you broke my fragile heart. And I gave you my all, everything I had, I was genuine. You tell me that you aren’t over me yet you chose someone to be your partner.
We had the best memories, from times where you would sing to me to times where we would stay up all night and talk. I was the best thing that ever happened to you and now you can’t ever have that back. As heartbroken as I am, I deserve better and I am moving on. You were my first love, my first boyfriend. You taught me a lot and for that I will always be thankful.
Sincerely,
B