Tay, 
I really don’t know why I still love u so much. I had never even been attracted to any other female before u asked me out and even then I didn’t know that u would change my whole life. When I lost u, I lost myself u moved on and I’m still hanging on to what we used to be. Everyone in my life tells me to just forget u and move on too but it is definitely easier said than done. I never open up to u because my past makes me scared to get hurt but the truth is my life without u is a living hell and i know u don’t feel the same but I love u to the death of me.