Hey, it’s been so long since we last talked and i do think it’s best that we have each other blocked but everything i do seems to remind me of you. The countless times i’ve told myself it time to move on and find someone new i find myself looking at pictures of you. You used to tell me i’m beautiful and the best thing that happened to you, did you really mean that or was it just said to make me feel good? Did you really love me because i can’t remember a time when you really showed me. I’ve always said actions speak louder than words, but when it came to you your words spoke a million thoughts.

The thought of you makes me wonder to a new world, i wasn’t ready for you to leave so soon i wanted to be with you. It’s hard not seeing you all the time i’m scared to move on because i’m still holding onto hope that you will call. My heart shattered into a tiny pieces. My heart feels like it’s in a box and it’s locked no one can open me.

I’ve heard you moved on, found something real but is it too late to tell you how i really feel? I can’t see myself with anyone except you it breaks me seeing you with someone new . i get trapped in my thoughts a million memory’s swarm my mind and i break down and cry knowing we will never meet eye to eye. I have thousands of unanswered questions haunting me every night but i keep it all in because i’m scared to try. You have broken me.