Dear A .. 
Do you remember when my ex was emotionally blackmailing me? When he was abusing me you told me to stay strong to report him.. you said you loved me.. trust me I felt like I found my other half. I was feeling lucky I was so much happy you were so kind so loving so much caring and all of a sudden everything changed. I got a chance to do some Panel discussion to be in Tv to represent women and talk talk about women rights.
I got busy with work but you know What you were in my mind all the time. 
However, this one time when I said I don’t wanna sleep with you, everything changed. 
You started to argue, and it was disturbing me so I couldn’t get close to you. You tried to force me, tried to tell me I’m cheap that I might fuck other guys. That I am a whore just because I said I don’t want to sleep with you now?? I did it I tried to make you happy as much as I could but you were changed.. all of a sudden you laughed and told me you no longer love me that I don’t deserve to be loved and you left. You were the same guy who told me I can be anything I want. What happened? I don’t know if I hate you or I love you but the way I feel disturbs me it’s killings everyday. What was my fault what I did wrong I was honest all the time why you did this to me ??!