Hi. I want to say that i haven’t forgotten about you. At all… i know it has been 6 months or more… I hate that we had to break up on the day i was happy. On the day i mostly wanted to be with you. Our 3 month celebration. Im sorry i reacted like that. I wish we could talk again and i wish i could tell you that I’m sorry and… and i… i cant seem to forget you.

I need to talk to you so i can leave and my heart can be safe. And so my heart forgets about you. I know i had a panic attack while i was with u… Clearly i almost died for just talking to u… funny right? It was embarrassing… I know i had my head down that day and u seemed sad… and I’m sorry. I hope we can talk again and i can let my feelings go.

I thought we were soulmates. Honestly it sounds stupid but i did. I love- loved you that much. But nothing lasts forever unless it’s true. I guess. We weren’t meant for each other. I wish you were still being clingy and texting me. But, that’s not going to happen. Ever again. Because i always tell the moon to send me a sign and… you’re not my sign. And i don’t think you ever will be my sign. I wish you the best. I hope you find someone that gives u a big bird and a big house in the middle of the jungle. And one of those dogs you told me you liked. And. Love. I hope she gives u everything i couldn’t.