I am sorry. I am sorry that we could never work through this rough patch. I am sorry I got drunk and kissed someone else. I am sorry for breaking you, but I have broken myself more. 

I wish we could go back to normal, before the time we had that last argument and just never recovered. I am eternally grateful for you entering my life and I will never forget how special you made me feel every day. I am so heartbroken knowing that I will never be able to see you again, feel your warm embrace, kiss your beautiful lips, or just be with you. 

I always thought we were going to get married and deep down I still believe we will. I really wish that you will give me one chance, just one. I am not ready to move on, I am still so deeply in love with you. I really wish one day you will forgive me and allow me back into your life. I honestly cannot think of my life without you, I feel like I’ve just had the life sucked out of me and I’m struggling to breathe.  

Most importantly I want to wish you the very best, and I hope all your dreams come true because you truly deserve nothing less. I am sorry and I love you forever.

Smooch x