I hate you. I hate you for abandoning me when I was pregnant. I hate that you came back told me you wanted to be a family and cheated on me. I hate that you never changed. I hate that we hit each other and stayed together. I hate that I thought I deserved it, you, the cheating, the emotional trauma. I hate that everyone sees you as the good guy the nice guy the good dad. You are not. You lie. You are selfish. You misled me. I wish I never met you. You never took care of me. You used me. You are a monster. I am a monster you created. I blame you. I hate you.