We used to look at each other so different as if we could see so many possibilities a world of color, imagination and aspirations but now everything’s so different becoming faded and muted a world thats been left on the dark side of white side. Our communication used to be something people only could dreamed of sharing who we were and where we wanted to be. I let down my walls and I shared my darkest secrets only for them to be cultivated into weapons and used against me. Then I got even uglier and I didn’t think we could come back but a bridge was mended and it seemed as if you had found your way back. With a little bit of space and then some metal bars it’s as if I had found my soulmate coming back into my arms. Both of us scared of how long we would be separated, we wanted nothing but each other and to start a future together but once you were free only then I could see that you had been starting a new life with someone that’s not me. Someone so similar but yet so different it seems they had all the right sides for Whitesides that I just didn’t. I tried to step up and be all that you needed but I just let you down and it left me defeated. So I boxed myself in and I shut myself down taking a step back as to not be in the crowd. It was only my fault because I allowed them to come in to take my home and leave me to fend. Thinking this would get you back and that we could win, but it only damaged us more as you pushed me away and left me on the wrong side of white side.
Wrong side of white