A Letter for the Woman I Love The Most:

Leaving someone you really love the most is the hardest thing to do when in fact, you don’t want her to leave.

But seeing her crying and hurting herself because of you is worse.

Ma/Mahal/Yan/Ngit or Ink ink, from the moment I saw you, you striked quickly to my eyes down to my heart and from the very first time I had once a wish.

In a bit of time, I forseen an event but unluckily I came down to my consciousness and realizing it was only a dream.

A dream of becoming THE ONE, a man who could give you the kind of love that you really needed.

In my dreams, I also seen myself saying that I’ll always stay with you because that kind of man is really am, so talkative, exaggerating, drama-influenced etc.

I’m always willing to give my heart and soul to you, work for you, serve and care for you and will promise you forever because it is all the only thing I can do.

But one day it seems like saying that I’ll be all you need would be and will ever be a LIE, because you know what? Because I had hurt you many times and I had made you cry a thousand more.

Then I realized that maybe I’m not the one you’re needing and I hope you understand because I’M ONLY DOING THIS FOR YOU and I DON’T REALLY WANT TO GO but in my deep in my heart this is the kindest thing to do.

Cause I know that you’ll FIND SOMEONE NEW
WHO’LL BE THE ONE THAT I COULD NEVER BE, WHO’LL GIVE YOU SOMETHING BETTER than the love you’ll find with me.

I guess this is really is goodbye

I LOVE YOU, GOODBYE