It has been so long since we have seen each other. I am happy for that reason.
You hurt me and I hurt you. We were young and dumb. My anxiety and depression worsened and I did not know how to handle it. It was not fair to you. I am sorry for being an absolute mess and in your words “saying I love you too much”
After we broke up and tried that half-ass long-distance relationship it hurt even more. I just wanted you to be there.
But then we really ended things. I was so happy and relieved. I still carried the weight of you for too long but every day it became easier.
I saw that you moved on fast and I am happy for you.
I am proud of who I am today. I have met the most wonderful man who loves me more than I feel like I deserve. Now I am learning to love myself.