It hasn’t even been a day and I’m already missing you. I have all of these things I want to say but that won’t help us move on. I feel like I still need you in my life because I care for you so much and I will always love you D. But we were hurting each other over and over and it would only build as we continued. You never wanted to talk to me about your feelings, you lied to me so “I wouldn’t worry”, you let me think you were gonna leave. Even tho all of that happened, my love for you still powers over it, and it is because I love you and myself that I had to end things. I want you to get better, I now realize I can’t be the one to get you there. I used to think I was an angel…here to save people. But I am only me and I have to put myself and our health first, maybe I saved you once…maybe I didn’t I don’t know but I hope for at least a little while I could bring you joy and the love that you deserve. You deserve so much D after all that you have gone through. I wish you nothing but the best and I want you to thrive and be the rapper and director I know you can be. You are not alone, you are a survivor, you are one of the best people I have met and you don’t even know. Since day one I saw that your soul was beautiful and you have so much to share with the world, you intoxicated my mind every minute of every day but now I guess I have to learn how to get sober from you. I’ll always be here for you, you are my first love forever and always…I love you D