Hi! So….isn’t crazy that we were long distance before COVID19? 

And that we were capable of not seeing each other for many months, when we actually HAD the chance of projecting our relationship in the future? Now, booking a flight is like…impossible. And our story a relationship that I will tell my kids because it felt like a movie. 

We were so close to moving to each others place, but you decided to cheat on me. 
We never fought. 
I never screamed.
You never screamed. 
You just told me, you were on your way to another place, to see a girl, that wasn’t me. 

I am not mad at you, I don’t know why. Even though I blocked my eyes of other guys while I was with you.

And I keep wanting to know that you are okay.
Because even though we broke up, you were a human being I cared for, regardless of our relationship label.

But, as our breakup was through Facetime, it never, ever, felt ….finished. It never felt …

Real.

And here I am, dealing with that ongoing doubt and pain, of not knowing, what you still mean to me.