Hey R 

I’m so sorry how everything ended! I seriously thought everything in this world happened so we could find each other again! I know I had some things that bothered you, but it could have been different if you didn’t always pressure me to change my friends! I’m no longer friends with him, and it was just a part in my life. I’m back with my daughters father, and I’m really happy! Just moved out of the house where we met up the first time in 10 years! I wanted nothing but the best for you! Weed and drinking was so important to you, and I didn’t get it! You have such a big heart, and such an amazing man! You’re damaged though and you need to fix yourself for your own children. I would be 27/28 weeks pregnant right now with our baby if things were different but they weren’t. I will always wonder the what if’s!!! You came into my life and saved me from the last 10 years of always wondering how you were, but we got into old habits and it just didn’t work! 

I just wanted to say I will love you forever! I wish nothing but the best for you and those two handsome boys, and please please please don’t settle. You’re too good for that! I’ll miss you! Take care of our dog I miss him a lot, but I know he’s good he has you.  Goodbye