I’ve come to realize that neither of us are mentally able, capable, or sound for that relationship to continue. I’m tired of crying every night because of your words, and you’re tired of getting upset at me for mine. It’s better off that we go on our own way, until later in life. Maybe later in life, after we’ve sought the help we needed, we could try again. But until then, it’s a no-go. I’m tired of fighting for something that we’re both not ready for, or even want at this moment in time. Until we are mentally okay enough to find ourselves gravitating towards each other again, there’s no point in me trying to desperately hold on to what scraps are left. Sometimes it’s better to let broken things be broken. It’s honestly a relief to realize this, but it also hurts? I’ve known you for the entirety of my high school life and you’ve been there for me through so much shit. But as I said, it’s better to let go of things that hurt you. Holding on only hurts you worse.

Maybe in the future we can try again. But it’s time for both of us to let go of the burning rope. We’re just hurting each other more at this point. I wish you nothing but the best in life. I’m sorry that things have to end this way. But you need to change and grow up. And I need to work on my mental health. 

Sincerely,
M