You hurt me bad. You hurt me real bad. You were the last heartbreak I could handle. You were the one that made it all happen. You were the one that made me…… well, you already know. You were the one for me altho’ you never even gave me the chance. You probably knew it from the start and still…. you made me…
Gave me all, then nothing. Kissed my forehead and told me you adored me but then vanished without a blink. And THAT was the part that broke me and changed who I am. You let go of my hands in the cold water without even thinking how sore my body will get. Cold, hurt, wounded and broke. You…. Just.. Let.. Go.. So.. Easily. Is that our reality now? Do we just have something for one day, nourish it, take care of it and break it into pieces the next like it never belonged to us at all? Is that the new human thing to do? Well, you know what….? 

No matter you never even thought of giving me any explanation or apology.. I didn’t ask for it but maybe, just maybe it would have been a human thing to do. No matter you didn’t, I still want to Thank you. Thank you for making me realise how much love I am able to give no matter it is not welcomed. Thank you for one of the biggest pain I went through, self-doubt and touching rock bottom. Thank you for making me find the courage in myself I never knew I had. For the strength I found In myself I never knew I had. Thank you for making me such a beast I am today. Thank you for hurting me like no one ever did. Thank you for redirecting me. Thank you for motivating me. Thank you for helping me realise my worth and who I truly, honestly am now. Thank you for leading me into the arms of the one that was ready for the love I have for him and for the love he deserves. Thank you…. And last, but not least… I really, honestly wish you won’t ever have to go through this much just to find your home. Just to find peace…just to find LOVE. THANK YOU.