You promised you wouldn’t leave like everyone else, you promised that you were gonna be there for me and I believed you, but like everyone one else you left. 

You hate me and I don’t know why, I defended you against everyone, even after you broke me. I talked highly of you, because you were my person, my best friend, you were the one that knew it all… you were there through it all you saw how much I hunted when people left me before but you still went and done it.

I can’t even tell anyone how much I still hurt that you left – I can’t tell them cause they have the idea in there head that I’m okay with it and I don’t want them to see me crack. the timing of your leaving is what made it even worse because it was just after I lost her and you knew how much she meant to me, you saw how much I was struggling and then went and made it worse.

Not a day goes by where I don’t think what went wrong and why wasn’t I enough for you to stay.  You hurt me more than anyone ever did, because u left with no explanation and you hate me when I was the only person that gave a damn about you.

The only thing I want is for you to come back or for you to at least to tell me why.

I will always love you 

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