Well, you aren’t my ex. We weren’t even together in the first place. That is what hurts me the most. The fact that could’ve been a “what if”- maybe in another dimension and not this one we’re living in. It’s been some time since our fallout but I hope you’re doing well. You’ve honestly been such an arrogant ass but maybe it’s the way you smile or the way you were so helpful at one point. Maybe it’s because you are first…crush. Every time I tell myself I’ve gotten over you, my emotions for you get stronger and I don’t know how to stop myself. We ended on a bad note and I wish I could’ve done something about it; maybe pluck up enough courage to text you. And you know- after all of this, I would still give us a chance. I would do anything to have a chat with you. I’ve missed you and I wish we’d reconcile and leave this all behind us; start afresh.