Who knew my life would’ve changed so much in the past two months. Just two years ago, we met and were in love. How did it all turn to shit? How could you claim you ever loved me breaking up with me the way that you did? I felt and still feel used. Everyone says that there’s a lesson in all this but I still feel so lost. One thing I thought I could count on was your loyalty but I guess without love it doesn’t mean anything at all. You were the “perfect” boyfriend, some could inference. You had the looks, the money, and the means all at 21. Of course, they didn’t know the real you especially not the one behind the scenes. But, that doesn’t matter now. Who you are and what you do with your life is none of my concern anymore.

2 years and a half and now we are strangers. It’s almost as if we never planned to spend the rest of our lives together. How do you move on from that? How do you move on from someone that was your best friend and the person you counted on that was in your life for 2 years and now they’re gone? Don’t get me wrong, I don’t want to be with you anymore. I can’t be with you after the way you broke my heart. I expected betrayals from so many others but not from you.

I hate the fact that I feel fine one day, then the next I am hounded by the memories of us together. Even though we ended on shit terms, I am happy it did end. I am happy that now I know my worth to a level that I didn’t know existed. You were my first love but at the end of the day, I sacrificed so much of myself to be with you. In my next relationship, I’m never going to settle for anything less than I deserve. Thank you. I hope you never contact me again.