What I wish I had told you:
That I did want to get married.
That I did want to raise a child with you.
That I did want to be fully lesbian & OUT & proud on Facebook & in church.
That you were my favorite part of the day.
That being with you helped me heal tremendous anxiety & gave me sheer, unbridled joy & happiness.
That there was no where I would rather be than lying on your chest, holding you.
That you made me want to be a better person.
That you made me want to change. 
That I loved you more than I’ve ever loved anyone before. 
That I can be decisive. And that I chose you. Every day. Forever. 
Brooke