my little lady.
we broke up about a month or two ago. i still miss you. so much has happened and changed in my life, and i can see so much has happened and changed for you.
i miss you.
i really thought we we’re soulmates right there. i really believed it. I miss you every now and then, and i’m over it. i’m over you, to be specific. your not the guy i dated. your not the Little Lady i cherished and loved. your just some guy named Luke A. that i dated, and that dumped me. i do however, miss our old selves. our old relationship, but only the beginning. because toward the 3 months it gets boring, and slow, and that’s what happened. and i was just deciding that it was okay and that I only wanted you and that we would figure it out, but you left.
and that’s on me.
i knew you. you told me how you were.
i knew it was coming.
i just fought it.
it still came.
here’s the thing luke
we really could have talked it out. we really could have found a solution.
but i don’t think that’s what you wanted. you felt trapped so you left.
No one is ever going to love you the way i did.
don’t forget that.
it’s okay. Maybe in another life, yknow?
i have a confession.
you never dated me.
well, you did, but not me me.
you dated what i thought you wanted and towards the end i really don’t know what happened. i guess i got so lost in trying to be everything for everyone ESPECIALLY you, i just .. I don’t know.
i’m still glad you left though.
because even though it hurts, i know that i’m such a different person now.
and every now and then i think that maybe we could try again, cause im different and maybe your different…
but i think i should let go now. im destroying my future for someone who doesn’t even blink twice in my direction.
thank you for being my first of a lot of things.
but i think i need to let go now.
and i know you’ve moved on, and i don’t think you’ll ever read this.
but i loved you Luke, with my soul.
that one girl that loves cats, and bees :)<3