I wish, really wish I could forget who you were so I can remember the same feeling of overwhelming emotions that came through my mind during those weeks, the way you dressed, just you but in the same thought these feelings stay the same every time I see you. Only change is i’m better at hiding them.  I can’t get your face out of my mind, even from Saturday I wish I can go back, my laugh I can’t get over either. It was purely genuine. No forced out hackle. But you pushing me and shoving me on that bar. Man. It made me giggle so much. Sometimes I forget we’re not supposed to do things together but it somehow feels normal to be with you. I will love always and hope you never find this <3 Syd