Hey Russell, you’re probably never gonna read this bc i found this random website on a random Wednesday. 
Anyway i just wanted to say fuck you for breaking me. but i am healing, and i guess i am thankful because i know i am becoming my very best self.

We probably should have parted our ways the first time but we found our way back to each other so many times. we got together like 7 times and i don’t regret it. but what i do regret is all the music that reminds me of you. anyway, thanks for all the memories, and thank you for listening to me always. thank you for being my best friend, my therapist, and my comfort person. thank you for…. those nights lol.

I hope to feel what i felt with you with someone else who is better for me. and i hope you find someone that can love every part of you. Our connection was far beyond lust, which is really different than what i’ve felt with anyone else. i loved you for who you are and not what you look like, this sounds mean but idk how to word is better. thank you i guess, for everything, until our next trauma dumping i guess.