Dear Friend,

I am writing this letter because there are no ways I can write to you about what I want to say or how I feel. I am sorry for everything for not feeling enough, for not loving myself enough and for taking my self-hatred on you. I am sorry for acting like that, for bothering you too much… I am sorry for everything. 
But in a way, I am happy that it happened as well, I still believe that love is somewhere, and it will transport and evolve somehow. I hope that one day I can look in the mirror, and feel the love I felt for you for myself. That is my biggest wish for me. I know you do not want to see me right now, it Is understandable… I wish this was not the case, so I am letting you go. for real this time, I hope you will be happy and more importantly in peace.