To my ex,

You’ll probably never stumble across this, but I just needed to put my thoughts out there. I miss you. I am sorry. I am sorry for breaking your trust. I take full responsibility for my actions, which led to the betrayal. I’m sorry I hurt you. I had no right to ask you for a second chance right away or to think that everything would be fine and could just be swept under the rug. It’s just that, in that moment, I didn’t want to lose you. I didn’t want to lose us. I just wanted everything to be okay, even though it wasn’t. My mind just wouldn’t accept what you were saying. I didn’t fully understand things from your perspective, but I have taken this month to reflect, and now i see. I understand. I am sorry, my love. 

You’re the best thing that’s happened to me. You are the first guy who accepted me for me and all of my flaws, even tho you said i didn’t have any. I was falling, and I was scared. The thought of telling you those three words scared me. I started to subconsciously distance myself from you, and I didn’t realise it until it was too late. I am willing to do anything and everything to gain your trust back, even if it’s just as friends. I’m not going up on you dimples. I am willing to put in the work, my sweet. I’m happy to go at your pace how ever slow what ever i have to do to gain you back. All I ask is for forgiveness and for us to meet and talk about this again.