What did happen to you… what made you so angry at life and at those who love you the most. I worry so much about you :/. You have been been destroying your relationships with a number of people who truly cared about you. Our relationship. Close and healthy friendships.  What is eating you ?
We had it all… it was all there. I loved you, I admired you, and I wanted to be with you for the rest of my life. I am sorry that me working long hours triggered you feeling abandoned, and triggered something deeper that led you to engage in self-destructing behaviour. It is really hard because I wanted to be with you for the rest of my life. But you did not leave me any choice… 
From the bottom of my heart, please get some help and get better. Take care.