So here I am, writing you a letter that you will never ever see and not only because of you but because of me. I include myself within the conflict not because I’m equal but because I’m honest. As much as it hurts I am f&$&&?ng honest, and since this is the internet I can finally say that you made me feel horrible, it had gotten to the point where I haven’t recognized myself, who tf am I ? All because I had believed in you, I continued to say oh god brought us together, god set us up, god did this for us, but really you where just another one of my many battles. You belittled me, you made me feel worthless, you had me sitting here questioning my place in your heart, and you sucked all my damn joy out, I loved you fr and I hate that I still love you, but man you drained me, you drained me so bad that I can’t even crack a smile no more