I’m so confused. 

It’s been two years that I’ve been heartbroken because of you.
And you come back whenever you want, but you are so selfish that you don’t even think about how could I feel with all of this happening again in my head? 

You ask me to be friends, but I already told you I can’t.

It’s so heartbreaking knowing that I won’t know anything from you ever again the moment that I decide to leave. But you’ve been so calm for months about the thought of me being out of your life that I can’t go on with all of this. 

I still love you, but I don’t like who you are as a person. You’ve harmed me enough! 
And I know that, but I still can’t be in peace with the fact that if you come back I’d still be there.
I have to have synchrony with my thoughts and feelings.

Why did you have to come back and make a mess of me again? 
When am I going to learn that you’re not gonna change despite anything that happens? 

Goodbye.