I hope you find your happiness, I wish you well. I’m not going to reminisce on the relationship because it’s better to forget the past but I wouldn’t have it any other way. I just wish you the best in the world and more. I hope you moved on. I hope that no one takes advantage of you and that you find someone who will cherish every moment with you.

I just wanted you to have this closure that I did not leave you bc I was using you, I would have loved it for the world to stay and fix the problems but I left bc I didn’t want you to hurt you even more. I know that someone who loves you wouldn’t hurt you but sometimes it’s never about you it’s always about the internal toxicity that they brought upon themselves and they’re just directing it onto you. I know you were hurting and I disregarded your feelings I made you feel that all of your effort was wasted. That I was just some other girl who leaves you behind.

If I could take back what I did I would. There was bad communication on my part and for that I’m truly sorry. For all of its worth you should know that i did care for you and went through your ups and downs. I got to experience the highs and lows of your life. I said things just so you can block me and get on with your life. I don’t really have the guts to message you to tell you this bc I don’t want a negative outcome.

At the end of the day you will always be a good guy with a bit of flaws but your pros outweigh the cons. There will be days ahead of you that will make you think why is this happening to me. Just know your struggles won’t go unseen and you will find eternal satisfaction. I only wish you would find happiness within yourself. I pray for you and well being. 
-Insomniac