I can’t believe you were the one telling me, “you’ll come back” when ur the one coming back to tell me, “fuck you”. 

I could sit here and name all the things u did to me and how I can’t go on a simple date without worrying of being touched unwanted again. You have done so much shit to me mentally, I can’t even look at my own body without be reminded of YOU. I can’t even bring myself to tell anyone about this because I feel disgusting and ashamed of myself. 

You never respected me, you always crossed boundaries even after we talked about them MULTIPLE times. Like that one time you “joked” about fucking D when we were arguing? Yea, the girl ur fucking around with RIGHT NOW. I also mean the girl you also cheated on me with. 

You always blamed everything on ur ADHD, when you made no effort to improve in handling it. You always yelled at me when I was giving you feedback about how I “don’t care”. Your trying to tell me I got YOU out of suicide multiple times, brought food and medicine for you when you were sick, went out of my way to take care of you in ur darkest moments. And what did you do for me?? When my grandma pasted away you told me to “get over it, everyone dies”.

You always asked for nudes, in any situation. If I didn’t send them you would ignore me for weeks. I was a idiot to crawl back to you. 

So Lee, fuck you back, for everything you have done to me, for traumatizing me, for making me feel worthless, for ruining my life
Just fuck you.