Dear Elijah,
I don’t even know where to start.. It’s been three years since you left me and took everything from me while I was fully in love with you, but you didn’t care at all. I was only 18 when I met you. You were my first kiss, my first experience for everything, my first love. We met the end October while working at a restaurant together and you made me fall in love with you slowly everyday. Each day I was so excited to see you, talk to you and to feel your touch. Our first kiss was magical to me and you promised that you loved me and that you were so ever delicate with me.

I was so blinded by you and didn’t see that you only wanted to take advantage of me. I was a naive teen that only wanted to be loved and wanted someone to be there for her, I trusted you and loved you so much Elijah and you only hurt me and used me every chance you got. You lied to me behind my back and in my brain made me believe I didn’t deserve true love and that every boy would always only see me as an object, just like you did. I only wanted you. I wanted you to love me so bad, I wanted to be your girlfriend, your ending, your forever… but I was just another one girl on your list.

After 3 years since this, I need to stop waiting for you to come back. I need to let you go. I don’t need your apology anymore even though that’s all I ever wanted after all of this, a simple “I’m sorry”. I wish you well and the best in your life.. I wish someday you find that girl that is enough for you to stay and to love. I’m letting you go Elijah. I love you.