Dearest twinklingstar,
you are my happiness and i loved you deeply.
my heart ached with longing for you, so much so that its so hard to breathe. Its not even allowed to feel that way.
you’re someone else’s heart now-one in heaven. looking back,
its my insecurities that drove you away and i didn’t mean to betray your feelings. perhaps the thread that binds our hearts were too brittle and that you were really meant for someone else. jokes on me, while my heart suffers in pain, i may be a long forgotten memory to you. I meant to love you for the rest of my life and always hoped for your happiness. i know you’re are happy and complete, two most beautiful things i can’t offer you as i’m just lacking.
wherever you are may heaven always protect you and shower you with so much love and happiness.
this is the last time i’ll write to you. thank you for all the beautiful memories you’ve given me.
Phant0m