Dear Jade, 

I hope this letter finds you well. As I sit here reminiscing about our time together, I am flooded with a wave of emotions. It feels like just yesterday that we were walking hand in hand along the beaches of Cleethorpes, our souls intertwined with the gentle lapping of the waves. 

Your presence was truly enchanting, Jade. From my perspective, you had an almost cinematically typical glow, like a golden aura that surrounded you when someone is deeply in love. I can still envision your beautiful long strands of golden hair, cascading down your back, and your primatine blue eyes that held so much depth and mystery. They were windows to a world where I could escape and daydream to my heart’s content. 

But it wasn’t just your physical appearance that captivated me; it was your caring yet crazy personality that drew me in. Our laughter filled the air as we embarked on midnight walks along the beach, under a perfect night sky, accompanied by our loyal four-legged companions. Those moments were truly magical, and they are etched in my mind forever. 

I often find myself revisiting the small moments we shared, like sitting by the lakeside, where I would cast my line into the water, hoping to catch a fish, while you would read me the latest additions to your enchanting vampire stories. Your voice, filled with passion and creativity, had the power to whisk me away from reality, if only for a short while. And amidst the magic, you would always remind me to be gentle with the fishes, showing your empathetic and caring nature. 

One of the things I loved most about you, Jade, was how you had the ability to light up any room you entered. Your infectious smile and radiant personality had an undeniable effect on everyone around you. I was enthralled by the person I became when I was with you, as you had a unique way of making my anxiety and depression wash away. It was as if your love acted as a soothing balm for my troubled soul. 

Time and distance have made it challenging for us, but I want you to know that I truly miss who you are and the person I was when we were together. My attempts to move on have been in vain, for no one has ever made me feel the way you did. The memories we created still hold a special place in my heart, and they continue to bring both joy and longing. 

It pains me to acknowledge that our separation was influenced by external forces, specifically your mother. I must confess, I harbor resentment towards her for the role she played in our disconnection. But despite the challenges we faced, I hold onto the hope that one day, I will be deserving of your return. 

Do you miss me too, Jade? Are you plagued by the same relentless feelings and memories that refuse to fade even after a decade has passed? It bewilders me how these emotions continue to haunt me, but perhaps it is a testament to the depth of our love and the impact you had on my heart and soul. 

Our love was something special, Jade, and I struggle to pinpoint its exact essence. Perhaps it stemmed from the fact that I accepted you wholeheartedly for who you were, without ever needing you to be anything other than who you are. I never felt the pressure to be some special or extraordinary person around you. It was a love that knew no bounds, transcending expectations and simply existing in its purest form. 

I hold onto the vivid memories of how you turned even the most mundane aspects of life into grand adventures. Nothing was ever mediocre when we were together. You had a unique ability to help me appreciate the small things, to find beauty and excitement in every corner of our existence. For that, I am eternally grateful. 

Jade, my love for you remains unwavering, and I miss you with all my heart. I hope that someday, our paths will converge once again. Until then, I will cherish and carry the love we shared within me, holding onto the hope that we will find our way back to each other. 

With all my love, 
Matty.