It’s hard to write this because I don’t want to face the reality of your absence. 12 months have been the happiest in my life, being with you has been a dream come true. I have never been so understanding, patient, and loving towards someone in my life until I met you. Life would not be worth living without you in it. You mean more to me than words can express and I will never forget you. I’ve sat here for the last hour trying to figure out what else to say because words can never truly convey how much I love you. We may not be together anymore but it doesn’t mean I love you any less…

I miss you, J.