Dear Juan, 
I wanted to make us work. I hate how you just gave up on us. I hate how you moved on like I meant nothing. We could have worked things but you chose to let me go. I hate that a part of me is always going to love you because when I told you that I loved you I meant it with my whole heart. Watching you move on had to be one of the most hardest things that I had to see because all of the things that we talked about doing together had died the day that you chose her.

I may have had my flaws in the relationship but I would’ve never hurt you the way you hurt me because I keep my word but you didn’t. You told me that you weren’t going to hurt me or leave me but that exactly what you did. There are times that I wish that we can come back together and do things the right way. Where we learn from our mistakes and grow together because we were young and we didn’t know better. I just don’t think that I could see myself with anyone but you.

Juan I could say so much more but I’ll just let you go and love you from a distance. I hope you accomplish all of your goals. Thank you for being part of this chapter of my life. If by some chance you come across another chapter in my book I hope you stay and we get to have our happily ever after.  

It’s time that I let you go. Holding on to the possibility of there being an us in this lifetime is hurting me. I hope that we are happy in other lifetimes together where we are happy and we got to do all of the things that we planned. I wish you well. Goodbye Juan.

– Celeste