Deart Heart,

Im sorry i led u to a tremendous heart ache!
its consequencial to falling deeply in love.

For years in existence we tried to build walls but no matter
how we try, some wonderful person walk stupidly into our life and broke all our defenses with just a smile.
warmth gestures and moments of togetherness is enough to made us fall to the point of no return -that scared us.
That made us afraid of losing that person. 

She’s special and we’re meek. We know she’s out of our league that got us to thinking: Will i be enough for her? Will she be contented with our love? So i tested her heart. I know this will push her away, or will she stay and so we know we lost her! 
I’d really thought that she’d never let go. 
I guess its just a whim to her.
I guess she have her reasons why she shared a part of her with me even for a little while.
Though at times it pains me to think, what iffss.
what if i went with it, get even more deeper then fight for her, when i know this is a losing battle. Either ways it will leave u-Heart in shatters! So forgive me for ending it abruptly before it even began. 

It hits me hard as i read somewhere, why did i give up and not try to be the one to make her happy. -what else can we do when its not meant to be!

Heart- i tried, you know i tried to go on. Forgive me as the love we give her couldn’t come back to us in another form perhaps although its the love we lost, you no longer need to look for another as you have decided she/love has been found and from that  moment on you know it will be a lifetime of suffering.

As they said “if its easy to give up on love then no one will suffer, but what choice do i have, i love her after all!”

To her:
I don’t blame you for this heart ache.
Please know that i chose to love you more in a way i knew how.

Phant0m