I wish I hadn’t taken you for granted. If I’d done more, maybe we would still be together now. I miss being your girlfriend. I wish I’d made more clear to you how much you meant to me. I never thought you would leave. You really hurt me when you ended things. I wish you had given us a 2nd chance, things would have been so much different. I’ve learnt my lesson now. I doubt I’ll find love again, but if I do I will put them before my hobbies and friends.

I’m sorry. And I’m sorry I can’t wish you well, to think of you with somebody else hurts me too much. Soon we won’t even be friends anymore, and I know you’re just going to be relieved once we figure out all the stuff with the cats, etc. I doubt you will miss me any even, you have good reason to be angry at me, but please understand me trying to drive that escort….and yes, she may not be selling sex, but she charges for dates so I will use that word, me trying to drive her away was because it hurts to think of you spending time with another women and laying in her arms and spending money on her. 

Well, that is all. I doubt you will ever see this and wanna give things another go but maybe we could? We would both need to work on things and continue our therapies. And if you have been with others I just can’t. But if you’re still single, haven’t messed around, you know where I live. Come by on March 24th Sunday afternoon. We had 13 years together we deserve to try to have more and not throw all that history away, plus you’re a good guy and I wanna be a good women for you.

From Stephanie