I hope you’re in pain. I hope you are in pain for the longest time. You took away the innocence I held for being comfortable with intimacy. You took my trust and killed it. You make me question every man’s moves. Especially in the bedroom. You refused to make love to me or even speak about it. You agreed to couples counseling (only if I paid). You made me out to be a nymphomaniac in front of our therapist. All the while you were a closeted homosexual and a severe heroin addict. You are a disgusting person. I do not support any of your decisions like most women who have a partner turn gay. I think you’re a piece of shit liar and I hope you rot. You had the best parts of me for 4 years. For 4 years you lied. I could have had a chance at being a normal individual if you just would’ve let me go years ago. I hate you. I hate you for all of this.