I’m so heartbroken. You blindsided me so many times. Hurt, cheated, or so you told me. You lied to me about so many things just so you could make me move on quicker, you thought telling me you cheated would make me feel better. It didn’t. You were my first true love. My first kiss. A, you told me you would never cheat on me or hurt me. As of now I realized how much i needed you. You needed me. But you had moved on too quickly, only a week really. You went with your guy bestfriend. Which is never what should happen, you told me he was like a brother to you. It disgusts me how much I put down and avoided all the red flags.