Dear Alex,

Today is 26 June 2017, 5:22am I did not sleep whole night because we were chatting. I hate myself that i can’t move on. Why you keep text me even we broke up 4 years ago? I hate myself that i always reply your text. I hate myself that I miss you all time. I hate myself that I always wish that one day we will end up being together because we have loved each other so much. Why you always care about me even we are not together? We don’t you keep me well when we were together.. I miss you so much. I wish one day i can be with you, wake up every morning with you, go shopping with you, cuddle you, walk under the rain with you like you used to tell me before.. I hate myself so much that I still miss and love you.
Love,
Ella (Your Ex)