To M,
I’m am so over it. I’ve given you so many chances and all you ever did in return was made me doubt our relationship and even myself. Every time I would be nice to you, try to get to know you, ask questions about your day, try to spend time with you, you made some lame ass excuse or changed the subject. And honestly I should have seen the signs such a long time ago but I didn’t. And then the worst part is when you would leave me on read, disappear for about two weeks, and then come back in my life like you never left. And when I would do the same because I wasn’t getting enough from the relationship all of the sudden I was the bad guy. I relentlessly tried to fix my flaws, comprise, and tried to work hard and from your side you never did. You put in minimum effort to make things work because you honestly couldn’t care less. So here’s my message to you. I’m over this half ass relationship and I’m over you. I will never message you ever again or put in anymore effort in our fake ass relationship. You only kept me around when it was convenient and when I was the only option left. But I refuse to be an option, in my future relationship I will only allow myself to be a priority. And good luck finding a girl who won’t get sick of your bullshit because no decent girl will stay in a relationship that isn’t fulfilling. So fuck you and I’m finally happy loving myself, spending time with people who genuinely love me, and being passionate about my goals and career. Goodbye and you won’t be missed.