Dear Esber(ROCKY),

After all this time that has passed, I have to say that I can’t stop reminiscing about you.

We have moved on but my feelings are lingering. I heard that time makes it better but 7 years down the road and my feelings still run deep.

I don’t know if I even cross your mind, but I still see you in my dreams…

It feels so wrong for the person I am with now but this is out of my hands. You were my friend and the closest to ever get to my heart. The chemistry we had is irreplaceable.

What is this cruel world I live in? All I ask for and pray to God that you are happy. I promised to love you and I still hold this promise in my heart and I will take it to my grave.

I am deeply sorry for the hurt I caused you. I deeply regret the madness I put you through.

I miss you so much and I pray with every breath I take that you know deep down inside that I loved and love you with all honesty and purity.

Until and for when we ever meet again( more chances in the after life), please forgive me.
I LOVE YOU yesterday, today and forever.

Yours,
Lenas88 (Bonnie)