Dear Ex, What happened to us? I was so in love and happy but all of a sudden everything was broken into pieces. I thought you were my forever. I thought we will grow old together and travel the world. I thought we would be there for each other and take care of each other. I thought we would fight for each then why were we fighting with each other. I thought you were my happiness but now you say you are happy that I’m sad and broken. Your happiness is in my sadness? 

You say that I deserved to be cheated on. No one deserves to be cheated on! You say this is the revenge for arguing with you all the time. It’s been three months and I’m still crying and fighting with my thoughts everyday but you are living happily. You moved on so easily. How? Did you even love me? 

I ask so many questions and get no answer to them. I can’t take this anymore. Why me? Why does everyone choose to hurt me? Why? I can’t believe I still love you…I wish I could just disappear in the air. You were my best friend, boyfriend, soulmate, comfort and my safe zone but now you took everyone and everything from me and left me in such pain. What shall I do? All I know is how to cry… I don’t even know how to talk properly. I have been broken so many times that I don’t have the strength to recover anymore…. Still heart broken