It’s been  about a year and 6 months 
And I’m still not OK with the fact that you left 
I miss you 
I miss the great friend that I had 
It’s funny how I had only agreed cause I didn’t wanna hurt you but you ended up hurting me 
That’s how much I actually cared 
Cause no matter what 
I stayed 
Through all the problems I went through 
The accusations and everything 
I still stayed 
But you never cared about me 
Your I love yous were all fake
But it’s OK