Hi Derek,

It’s been around 4 or 5 years since I dumped you for an asshole. Nonetheless you forgave me and decided to still be close friends. Even if we weren’t together anymore and you were pursuing someone else, you still made me feel that I have a special place in your heart, and even confessed to me that one time you were drunk that you were still in love with me. But then again, I really didn’t see a future with you anymore so I just shrugged it off and teased you about it the next day. For the past two years though during the pandemic, we haven’t been talking anymore and you haven’t been interacting with my posts; it’s probably out of respect for your girlfriend which I completely understand. I just want you to know that I miss you and your company. A part of me regrets my past actions, and what ifs flood my mind recently. It’s probably just a phase. Well at least we don’t fail to greet each other every year in our birthdays. Just in case you think I am distancing myself from you, it is actually because I don’t know how to approach you anymore because I feel like your girlfriend would feel offended.

Thank you for being a great person to me. For showing kindness and love all throughout. If I could turn back time, I would love you more despite my trust issues. 

You once told me that I’ll always have a special place in your heart. I would like you to know that you also have one in mine.

Talk to you soon,
D.